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tuition at 2.30. im about to do something i’ve never done before. my mum’s gonna fetch me there and im gonna wait till she leaves. and then i’ll run away. and pon.

its not that i want to pon and stuff. okay maybe a little bit of me wants to.

its just that i dislike tuition to a huge extent. yes i do. the thing is, no matter how good/bad my results are, she insists tuition is a must. therefore i dont see the point in tuition anymore, much less achieving good results. its a dread every weekend. it seems as if she has lost faith in me, and my ability to study by myself. come on, i did it all by myself in sec one and two. now that im in an ip programme, does that mean i’ll have to rely on tuition to achieve academic excellence? i dont think so. her actions make me  question myself and my ability to rely on myself.

previously i enjoyed tuition. and why? that was the period when i felt like tuition was simply tuition. it was not a compulsory class, it was not any lesson for me to fall back on  should i encounter any difficulties. most importantly, i could talk about tuition to my mum and give her feedback on my tuition and the tutor.

it is probably because of my willingness to go tuition then that gave her her current mindset that tuition is necessary, and results dont come without tuition. just last month, i quit physics tuition because i believed in myself and my ability to cope without tuition. the week later, she found me another tuition teacher. the issue is, i want to self study, i want to prove to you that i can study, i can cope.

tuition gives her the assurance i think. well it does not appear so to me. its like a burden now. every week tuition tuition tuition. i miss those times when i enjoyed and looked forward to tuition. i miss those times when she had faith in me and trusted me.

i miss my robbed-away lifestyle.

counting down now. twenty seven more minutes to go. i cant believe i’m doing this. but i’ll do it for sure.

whee awesome day today, lessons were fun, and assembly was simply great cos we were told its full day tmr! that means no three periods of math, two periods of physics, two periods of chem and two periods of cheena and no pe :D love vj and her surprises (:

kristel came back! my group never seems to get tired of spazzing man. one term together already and we’re still so crazy. sigh sigh (; love us.

went to parkway after school with eri the loser cos she said she would treat me coffee bean (: and she really did yeah ((: thanks loads kiddo <3 then we went to shop for connector ringss! 

haha going out tmr since its full day! prolly going kbox and shoppingggg whopee i’ve got round eighty bucks to spend tmr ((: savings from march holidays! and neo prints! i hope the guys wont come :< not that im being a sexist but they’ll keep on commenting on my awesome singing. arghh dont want them to come along heh got enough of them already (: but anyways, looking forward to tmr <3 <3 just praying and praying and praying that the guys wont come sigh

SUNDERLAND 0 LIVERPOOL 2

YEAH MY LIFE’S AWESOME ((:

LOVE SUAREZ MORE THAN EVER, AWESOME GUYY (: HE’S SKILL IS AMAZING AND DEADLY MESMERIZING.

CHELSEA VS MAN CITY COMING UP SOON!

oh and p.s

VJ’S AWESOME, HOMEWORK DEADLINE EXTENSION :D :D

Dear Parents and IP1 students,

I hope the students are feeling better now. School is starting next Monday and we have made the following provisions (only for next week) :

(a) All academic deadlines (task, assignment etc) have been pushed back by one week and the Physics test which was originally scheduled on 23rd March is canceled.
(b) If any student is still not feeling well next week, he/she does not need to produce an MC and a letter/email from his/her parent to the Civics Tutor will suffice.
(c) If any student is not feeling well enough for PE, he/she does not need to produce an MC and a letter from his/her parent to the PE teacher will suffice.

Have an enjoyable weekend.

—Boy

THAT’S THE WAY TO GO ((: AND SINCE TMR’S MONDAY, LATE START DAY! 8.40 AM

yeah man (:

footyblog:

WHAT MY LIFE IS LIKE WHILE I’M AT SCHOOL

WHAT MY LIFE IS LIKE WHILE WATCHING FOOTBALL

WHAT MY LIFE IS LIKE WHEN I STOP WATCHING FOOTBALL ALL DAY AND REALIZE HOW MUCH HOMEWORK I HAVE TO GET DONE

(Source: dontmatterdontmind)